Hold it against me?

Misjudged.

She feels no qualms about it.There is nothing that she particularly wants out of it. May be a night of pretension. Pretending love. But would it come, she wonders? She has forgotten how it feels like to feel that way. She is 28, she has everything she wanted. And now, a flying liscense too. One day soon she gonna fly her own Aerotrek across the corn fields at her gradfather's farm house.

Everything seems perfect, except that everyone seems to think she is 28, and lonely.

But she wanted it this way. It's been years she has met him. He is married, may be, she thought. And why would I care.Would I in all my senses, at this point of my life seek for a guy like him? No! But at some point I did. I got hurt to the point, I realized..that's it not just my parents. It's not the people we see breaking up. It's everyone- we all live in some stupid illusion of love, that waste our time and talent. I wouldn't be what I am were I with him. I would be nothing. Other than a good wifey? Hah.

But tonight she has a date. A purely random guy, she met in the bar the other night. She has known him only for five minutes, she had to leave.But she couldn't forget him. The smell of his perfume, the strange look in his eyes, he was impossible to miss in that crowd of hundreds. He texted her today morning, he gonna meet her tonight. She wanna be in the arms of a stranger. She gonna be fine.

And, it's just a week before she would pack her bags and leave for Israel. Nothing's forever.