It's funny. How two relationships have affacted me. My mood, reactions, days, perspectives. With Akash, it changed me into someone else after that. With Jesse, who comes to a conclusion that, that it's better I leave, because...all I do is blame him for everything. And may be that's true, so he thnks I might do better without him. And no one knows. Fights and so on affect me, to an extent that affect everything else. I dissapear, I don't turn up to meet my friends anymore...who cancel something because they they didn't hear from me. I don't wanna talk to anyone. I probably don't wanna live either.
Do I wish things were normal? That I lived a life like other girls? Yes, sometimes. But I can change nothing...it went wrong the very day I was born, I think.
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