Food, gym and life.. ;)

Sometimes I need something which only you can provide : Your absence.

True. True.
Sometimes we all need to be alone. Well, no I didn't mean be alone and sulk. It means you got to be out of your "enamored" state, be yourself, judge things without being swayed by emotions, and work on your "own" life. Couple things have happened last few days.I will come to all of that later, or may be in another post. For now, the most amazing news is : I got my four months gym membership!

Last couple months in Mumbai, I have been eating voraciously. The food in TIFR is tempting, and in anyway I am kind of foodaholic.I have been consuming great quantity of rice twice a day with a range of curries and daal and curd and watching myself looking like a thin woman, but six months pregnant. I have a proper full south indian breakfast with medu vada, or idli or mysore masala dosa. An evening snack is usually dahi puri. Four meals a day, and the result shows when I look at myself in a lingerie. I am super critical when it comes to being in swimsuits. I just don't want to look out of shape at any cost!

So, I want to promise myself, I will eat a proper breakfast, skip the extra heavy lunch and go with bread fruits and all, drink plenty of water and yes! skip the evening snacks and have a good dinner. I need to work out, build some muscles. And, oh yeah did I tell I am doing much better in driving?

I need to do all of these. I have got back to reading habits (partying still holds true)and it's really good. The two weeks break is just amazing, it's worth it cause it makes me realize that you should be with somebody because a)you like it, and not cause you need it. b)you should not depend on someone else to be happy. Two simple rules, and life can be great. Also it helped me to see and understand things I was blind to and I hope from now on I will make better decisions.

After talking to Anne(and I will come to that later) who broke up with Steve, I felt both me and Anne have been stupid in the same ways. But then it's time to grow up.After all aerospace engineers should be some of the smartest lot of people ;)

Did I tell about a new proposal? The guy is from some IIT, then did in MBA in UChicago (I think broth school or something) and now is in California. Looks good, tall lol..and I guess smart as many other IITians. My mom says- don't make the same mistake I did. I went to find a boy that suited my dreams; turned down the rich settled guys to be with a professor..totally enamored by Soumitra Chatterji's movies.I hope you are smart enough to choose your guy more practically.

Yes mom, sure I am! I know I dream too much, but I am growing up. :)