Akash's parents have come over to Mumbai. Not only I moved out from his apartment removing the tiniest trace of evidence that we ever stayed together, he also finds it embarrassing to admit he has a girlfriend. We had lot of fights on the same issue over and over again. I know it's silly to beg for commitment,but I think I deserve some serious promises now.I am with him, one way or other for about three years now, last couple of months we live together mostly, and though while with him I don't doubt the tiniest bit he loves me, when I am away and try to analyze.... and I am skeptical. If I am the right girl, and if everything is okay between us...then why can't he talk to his parents? When you find the right person, any time is the right time for marriage..the rest in life adjusts itself.Or so says Chetan Bhagat.
I think it's pointless to"ask" him to commit for marriage. Even if he do so, just because I told him to, and it won't mean anything. I have not come all the way from USA to be his live-in girl friend. I wanted to settle our relation, to get accepted in each others family.
Anyway for two weeks, it's good to take a break. Live our own life. I hardly ever stay at my "own" home in Wadala or meet my "own" friends much. This should be a good time.
So...........it turned out I have just sooo many things to do!
1) Driving classes at 5-6.15
2)Gym from 7-8
3)Finish reading some books
4)Self rennovation workshop...aww I am excited. Cant wait to meet the new me!
5) Work on mind body looks
6)Party with friends
7)Visit elephanta caves
8)Think through and decide if what's happening is really what I want.
Okay for now I need to go to the parlour...and meet my friends at Bandra later evening.Gotta run!
;) Gorgeous me ;) ;)
The first few posts I have read have been really freaking familiar. Running when you get overwhelmed is something I hold dear.
ReplyDeleteThese elephant caves... this sounds interesting... how was that?
I know..when I am upset, I just want to run and even do that sometimes. I really like your blogs..cause I can kind of co-relate the emotions...
ReplyDeleteI am now in a city called Mumbai in India. There's an island in the sea,which has caves with sculptures from 8th-9th century. That's the elephanta caves...it's amazing!